You're just a daydream away♥

Aisyah Amelia / Shasha!☮ ; 17 years of age

◘ If you believe in hope and you have faith, anything is possible. ◘

Potterheadϟ and Shadowhunter. Always.Until The Very End • I also love All Time Low and other BANDS ♥ Just your typical girl next door ☺ I am a K-Drama fan as well.


Emma Watson is someone who Hermione would look up to

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Becoming heartless…

Have you felt like you’ve become heartless? Like you weren’t who you were back then. I think I’ve become more heartless. Call it insensitive, close minded what not…but i really think I’m becoming heartless

Things that would normally make me feel uncomfortable no longer disturb me. Socializing has dropped significantly. This mask I’m wearing…it’s so tiring to put on. There is this void in my heart.

Maybe it’s a sign that i shouldn’t feel anything. The amount of people I’ve pushed away….friends that were once close. Now are just friends. We’re not as close. I think i use people to distract my heart. I know it’s wrong to use people and yet…..



These shows taught me all about animals, science, math, geography, reading, grammar, kindness and friendship. 

This will always be golden 

aww yissss

I can feel the nostalgia ooze into my bloodstream

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I guess this is it. This is my life. I have a lot of ppl surrounding me. Friends. Just normal friends. I’ve learnt that I shouldn’t cling on to people. Because the people I cling on to would eventually leave me.


Am I the only one who doesn’t look forward to her birthday? I just don’t. Yes, i tell my friends that I’m excited about it. But in actually fact i die a little. Why? You know who some girls get excited about their bday being close to their friend’s bday? Yeah mine is 10 days before my bestfriend.

Believe it or not my bday is always overshadowed by hers. Our friends think it would be cute to celebrate it together but actually, they tend to celebrate hers more. The date they put to celebrate it would ALWAYS be a day before/after and sometimes during her bday itself. So ppl forget it’s my birthday. It’s kinda depressing knowing that the party was actually meant for you too but no one remembers. Don’t get me wrong, i love her but….yeah. (you get me)


Guess who has 500 followers?!?!

Thank you so much to everyone who has followed me, I love this little booklr community; you’re all great. To celebrate all of my wonderful followers I am doing a 500 follower giveaway!!

  • Because this is a celebration of all my followers you must be following me to take part in the giveaway
  • You can reblog this multiple times but please don’t annoy your followers ;) likes also count as an entry
  • The winner wins one of the above books (these books are some of my favourite reads from 2014). You choose which one you want and they will all be paperback where available.Where there is a series you can choose whichever book you want from that series.
  • This giveaway is international as I will be using Amazon.
  • The giveaway ends the 1st November 7:30pm GMT and a winner will be picked at random using a random number generator.

Good Luck! and thank you all so much :)

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everyones getting in relationships and I can’t even find my other sock

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Does anyone else feel really guilty when they start talking about their own feelings and then immediately regret saying anything because you just feel so annoying and pathetic and ugh

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I think we should put it back in order for them, don’t you?

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"No matter what people tell you, words and ideas can change the world."

Robin Williams ( July 21st 1951 - August 11th 2014)

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A drop in the ocean
A change in the weather
I was praying that you and me might end up together”

I think my pushing-people-away phase came back. Especially after the break up. Don’t get me wrong, I’m not really upset about it. It’s just that the break up made me realise that I was never up to your level. It made realise that i was lacking so much. What i’m trying to say is that I’m pushing people away because i feel like they deserve so much better. I guess this must be how it feels like to be heartbroken. He’s the first guy I like whom actually liked me back. At least that is what i thought. Too delusional. Silly me. 

Now, i’m just too scarred to change. I don’t want to change for changing means being vulnerable to such emotions as love. I just don’t think my “love” is good enough for anyone.  

It’s sad. 

It’s sad how I’m not close enough to you to ask you what is wrong.

It’s sad how I can see something is wrong and you’re hiding it.

It’s sad how my urge to help can be mistaken for being nosy. 

I’m sorry, my friend. I’m sorry I couldn’t be there to help. I guess, people do care. It’s just that they don’t know how to express it. 


things i want:

  • a marauders movie
  • a hogwarts founders movie
  • a dumbledore movie
  • a voldermort movie
  • next generation movie

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Thoughts on happiness

Thinking, it kills you doesn’t it? Sometimes we are too busy worrying about everything that we forget to think about ourselves. What we want to do? What we wanna accomplish in life? Not doing things because you are told to do so but doing something that makes you feel you’re alive. Makes you feel genuinely happy. Even if you regret it, you tried and know what it feels like without ever thinking “what if”.

Its all talk but no action. Living in a world whereby everything revolves around money is pretty sad. Its all everyone thinks about : Money. We spend our time working to get that money to so-called achieve our dream. Whether its travelling around the world or to build a happy family. We often forget how to be happy. We are so caught up in work that once work is over, all we want is sleep and the cycle continues. At 18, I’m still wondering what should I do in life. Call it existential crisis. I was so caught in exams, reports, responsibilities that I forgot what or how its like to be carefree. No that exams are over, what now? I can say I’m sad either can I say I’m happy. The tension to do well and excel in your studies is everything. To the point whereby we sacrifice our happiness.

I see people my age excelling in modelling, acting etc. while here I am, drowning in assignments. Feeling….nothing. They say happiness is a choice. Perhaps that is true. But it varies with experience. Yes, you can choose to be happy but to what extend will that happiness last you? Isn’t it like denying that you are sad and is just a cover up to make you look normal? Isn’t it like waiting for reality to strike you in the head? I want to genuinely be happy. Not lying to myself. But the question is, HOW? 

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