"No matter what people tell you, words and ideas can change the world."
Robin Williams ( July 21st 1951 - August 11th 2014)
“A drop in the ocean
A change in the weather
I was praying that you and me might end up together”
I think my pushing-people-away phase came back. Especially after the break up. Don’t get me wrong, I’m not really upset about it. It’s just that the break up made me realise that I was never up to your level. It made realise that i was lacking so much. What i’m trying to say is that I’m pushing people away because i feel like they deserve so much better. I guess this must be how it feels like to be heartbroken. He’s the first guy I like whom actually liked me back. At least that is what i thought. Too delusional. Silly me.
Now, i’m just too scarred to change. I don’t want to change for changing means being vulnerable to such emotions as love. I just don’t think my “love” is good enough for anyone.
It’s sad how I’m not close enough to you to ask you what is wrong.
It’s sad how I can see something is wrong and you’re hiding it.
It’s sad how my urge to help can be mistaken for being nosy.
I’m sorry, my friend. I’m sorry I couldn’t be there to help. I guess, people do care. It’s just that they don’t know how to express it.
things i want:
- a marauders movie
- a hogwarts founders movie
- a dumbledore movie
- a voldermort movie
- next generation movie
Thinking, it kills you doesn’t it? Sometimes we are too busy worrying about everything that we forget to think about ourselves. What we want to do? What we wanna accomplish in life? Not doing things because you are told to do so but doing something that makes you feel you’re alive. Makes you feel genuinely happy. Even if you regret it, you tried and know what it feels like without ever thinking “what if”.
Its all talk but no action. Living in a world whereby everything revolves around money is pretty sad. Its all everyone thinks about : Money. We spend our time working to get that money to so-called achieve our dream. Whether its travelling around the world or to build a happy family. We often forget how to be happy. We are so caught up in work that once work is over, all we want is sleep and the cycle continues. At 18, I’m still wondering what should I do in life. Call it existential crisis. I was so caught in exams, reports, responsibilities that I forgot what or how its like to be carefree. No that exams are over, what now? I can say I’m sad either can I say I’m happy. The tension to do well and excel in your studies is everything. To the point whereby we sacrifice our happiness.
I see people my age excelling in modelling, acting etc. while here I am, drowning in assignments. Feeling….nothing. They say happiness is a choice. Perhaps that is true. But it varies with experience. Yes, you can choose to be happy but to what extend will that happiness last you? Isn’t it like denying that you are sad and is just a cover up to make you look normal? Isn’t it like waiting for reality to strike you in the head? I want to genuinely be happy. Not lying to myself. But the question is, HOW?
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He gave her everything and yet she gave him nothing. Nothing but unconditional love…..from a distance. Too scared to open up. Too afraid. Someone so beautiful did not deserve a wreck like her. She only chose to believe in others but not in other. If you didn’t know her, you might think she’s strong and independent. But little do they know that she too was breaking. She was not sad or lonely. Just scared. She failed to realise that he too was a ticking time bomb, hoping that she would be the one to slow down time for him.
As the title states, down the rabbit hole I go. I was so close to being the average teenage girl. Hanging out with friends, going to the movies etc. I was so close to being genuinely happy. That is where you came in…I don’t know what your motive was or why were you even stalking my social media. But I want to know WHY. WHY NOW? You were the one that ended our relationship. Why come back knocking? You took everything away from me when you left. My faith. My confidence. My optimism. So why did you comeback? To flaunt that you are doing perfectly fine without me? That I was a burden to you?
It took me quite a while but I was fine without you. I’d completely erased you. I’d completely emptied you out. All you did was remind me of your existence and poof!…memories came back flooding. Nice job. I am not even mad at you now. Back then,I would have gone through a mental breakdown trying to think of what went wrong between us. Now, I’m just tired of your games. How can you truly hate someone whom you’ve once love so dearly. I’m just letting you go. So please, don’t come back. You’ve hurt me enough. I don’t need a reminder. I am capable to taking care of myself. Goodbye and Farewell, (what use to be) my love
The saddest things in the world:
-people forgotten on their birthdays
-old people eating alone
-animals left behind by their humans
HAHAHAHAHAH SO MY FRIEND TOLD ME THAT SHE AND A FRIEND OF HERS ARE FAKING A RELATIONSHIP RIGHT NOW BECAUSE SHE WANTS TO TAKE HIM TO THIS HOUSE IN THE MOUNTAINS WHERE THEY HAVE YEARLY FAMILY REUNIONS BUT ONLY RELATIVES AND PARTNERS ARE ALLOWED
AND SHE’S LIKE YEAH SO WE ONLY HAVE TO ACT LIKE WE ARE A COUPLE BUT WE’RE NOT OF COURSE IT WILL BE FUN
HAHAHAHAHA M8 I HAVE READ ENOUGH FANFICTION TO KNOW WHERE THIS IS GOING
That last sentence.
characters that go through hell yet still believe in the goodness of humanity, still hope for the best despite everything, refuse to let darkness consume them because someone somewhere is always going to be good are literally my favourite, because they give me that little hope too